Hi my name is Hope. I am 19. Born April 20th. I am a girl. I am attending Penn State :D | " I know that everyone's body is different, you will not necessarily look like the girls on this blog. The Idea is to be healthy!" | Ask me for my personal tumblr or any of my other ones. I started this blog on 5/20/11. Read my FAQ. I've been a VEGETARIAN Since 3/31/12. Also I'm not pro ED but I am having issues with Binge eating at the moment. (Over 1 Month, Binge Free! last updated 9/3)
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    I really did not want to lose your message. sometimes when I want to keep a message i will respond to the person some other way. but your inbox isnt up. I just needed to say thank you! 

  • Want to be Free

    so i just wrote this little thing tonight. i dont think i would ever be able to actually send it to him. but i need to share it with someone. so i am gunna post it. sorry just keep scrolling
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    You were my best friend. Actually you were more than that, you were like my brother.
    I loved you.
    You shattered my trust into a million pieces. You made it impossible to trust anyone every again.
    Have you ever felt so betrayed, you can barely breathe?
    One day you just ended it. Ended everything, Ended our friendship.
    Just like that.
    It was over in a blink of an eye.
    Before I moved, you took the knife and twisted it more. Saying goodbye to me, with this look in your eyes that someone showed me hope.
    But your eyes were lying.
    You never told me what happened between us. I guess words were to much for you.
    Words were all I ever needed. An explanation isn’t to much to ask, is it?
    Did you know I push people away?
    I never did that until you showed me how to.
    I learned from the expert apparently.
    You pushed me away so easily. Nothing seemed to matter to you. It was one heartless push. I don’t know how you did it.
    I wish I could do it. I cant seem to get our friendship out of my head.
    How did you do it?
    How did you push the years of memories completely out of your mind.
    How did you go on with your life?
    I feel so trapped by this. I just want to break free from these memories.
    They are holding me back, from everything I want to do in life.
    I used to be this happy person, now my smile is almost always fake.
    It all comes back to you. Was an explanation really to much to ask?
    I rack my brain constantly for answers to all my questions.
    I may not be perfect, but I deserve happiness.
    One day I hope to be rid of these haunting thoughts.
    I hope to be able to make friends and push them away. To not have the haunting thought in my head if they really want to be friends with me.
    You caused those things. I don’t know if you can fix it, but I wish you would try.
    Just explain it to me. You can not have simply forgotten how much I meant to you.
    Unless I really was just a person to you. And it was all lies.
    Tell me the truth. I probably cant handle it, but I need to hear it.
    I need the explanation.
    I need the truth to set me free.
    Or I will just be stuck in this box, struggling to breathe.
    Forever lost. Help.
    I just want to be free!

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